I'm so excited for the new book and the movie that I changed my blog. :) If anyone hasn't read these books, then you are missing out! They are SO awesome! I love them! Robby is totally my Edward and will be forever!
I was reading my patriarchal blessing today and I was comforted with the best words I think I have ever read. It talks about how my husband and I will bring children into this world. I kept over looking the fact that I will have children. I've been so worried and distracted that I can't believe I missed that before. I know it will happen now. I had hoped in the past but I know that it will happen. It may not be as soon as I want it to, but it will. It may not happen spontaneously or when I "stop thinking about it" but it will happen. :) I'm so grateful for my Heavenly Father and the answers to my prayers. I know He hears me. I know He loves me. I know I will have children (more than one) :) and that I will do my very best to raise them to know those things too. Life may not be perfect but I'll learn to live with it. :)
This past week lasted forever! It's finally over and I'm so glad! :) The stuff with our car did work out. It is the computer to the engine that is broken but it's still under warranty for another 200 miles. That's about a day and a half of driving so I'm glad I went in when I did. I have an appointment to see the doctor to hopefully start fertility treatments. I've had 3 different people say how much they love this doctor so I'm really hoping it doesn't get too insanely expensive. He's an obgyn so when I do get pregnant, I will already know him so that's good. It's time to start a new week and hopefully I can get through this one without breaking down. :) Thank you all for your love and support! I have the best friends and family! I love you all!
It's been a really long day. Our car has been having some problems so after taking it to 3 different places, one who couldn't do anything, one that gave one possible answer and then the dealer giving me another, we are probably going to be spending a lot of money fixing our car. I have one more place to take it to tomorrow for a 3rd opinion and hopefully this one will be the best and cheapest solution. The test was negative, :( so I got an appointment for next month but we may have to put it on hold even further with fixing the car. I'm a little bummed, ok a lot bummed, but I guess it's Heavenly Father's way of saying it's His time, not mine. Thanks for the prayers and love! Hopefully a new job will fall in place and then we will be able to get this all worked out. :)
Two posts in one day? Crazy I know. I found out one of my best friends from High school is pregnant... again. This is her 3rd. I broke down in tears (sobbing is a better word) and my husband came to ask me what was wrong. I told him and got him to agree that if I get a negative on my test tomorrow, I can go back to the doctor! Hurray! Obviously I would much rather get a positive so we can save thousands of dollars but I'm so thrilled he has finally consented. I guess he's tired of seeing me break down after everyone else gets pregnant. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I hope this is in my near future. :)
Kristi's shower was a success! It was a lot of fun! We only played one of the 5 games we prepared but everyone seemed to enjoy just sitting around and talking. Kristi's belly is getting big and the two boys weigh over 3 pounds each! :) She's hoping to make it until the beginning of September before the boys decide to make their entrance into the world! :) She is getting bigger every day but she is still adorable! I am excited to become an aunt once again and get to play with so many snuggly little nephews! :)
This is for my sister's baby room. I've been working hard (like a couple hours) and it's turning out really cute. I'm thinking about selling them if anyone is interested. I still have to put a ribbon on the top to hang it by and ribbons connecting all the frames. Let me know what you think! :)