I decided that sometimes it's really annoying to be a girl. The range of emotions today has been of the scale. I went from tired and annoyed, to euphoric, to feeling like punching something, to wanting to blast some music and dance. I feel like I have ADD. It's SO not normal for me to have such a wide range of emotions. Especially because the only thing I did was work and read. I'm hoping the euphoria will set back in because that part of my day was really nice. I couldn't take the smile off my face even though I had some really grumpy people at work today (but I successfully made their day better by being happy and cheerful!) So I'm going to concentrate on the thing that is making me euphoric and that is (other than my hubby) the fact that we are going back to the doctor February 5th! That's this Thursday! I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited! There aren't enough O's in the world to complete that! It's our consultation appointment and we'll see how it goes but I'm glad to be moving forward. It also makes me feel happy to be a woman and hopefully be able to carry a baby in me for 9 months and to be a mother (though I know I could be a mother without those 9 months). Which brings me full circle. :) I feel much better after writing that all out!
I am also going to pay some tribute to my happiness in that I'm eating raw again. I feel so much better when I'm eating lots of fruits and veggies and I'm so excited for my green smoothie tomorrow! :) Everyone should try a week of raw! :) Don't hate it til you try it! :)
That's all from me! :) Gotta get back to reading New Moon for the billionth time. (which may be the reason for the mood swings...)
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